The last couple of days I felt a bit upset and hormonal and I must say I feel much better now. But now I just feel flat and completely unmotivated. I guess cuz I feel like my life is at a standstill and I’ve gotten behind in just normal day to day organisation and it’s completely overwhelmed me. Just things like shopping, cleaning, phone calls I need to make, chorrey, updating website, horses, preparing house for sale, accounts, running my business………it seems like an effort just to take a multi-vitamin at the moment.
I guess the nausea isn’t helping and I’m not sleeping well. My quality of sleep has really gone downhill and I’m waking up in the night either thirsty, needing to go to the toilet, or with abdominal pains. I’m not alarmed by the stomach pains because from what I’ve read they appear to be normal and are just the uterus stretching. But they’re annoying and …….. well ……..painful and they keep me awake.
I hope my motivation will come back soon. I’m not normally like this and I’m not really sure how to snap myself out of it.